Monday, June 12, 2006

Argh...and some update.

So I just wrote a long blog about how I'm doing, how camp is, how much I love and miss my girlfriend and then this stupid computer in the lab crashed, and I lost it and everything. SOOOO frustrating. After that happens, you don't really have the will to write it again. So here it is again, in bullet form:

* I love Kim VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY much and miss her terribly. She told me the boat guys are douches and picky eaters. She also said she's getting a Volkswagen Bus (green & white) when she gets back. That's AWESOME.

* 1st week of camp went well, only had 2 students. I like getting paid to play with Warcraft III.

* The weekend was fun, partied @ Em's birthday bash, and looked through record stores with Mark, finally saw Pirates of the Caribbean. I really liked it.

*This week is going to be harder. I have 5 students, and all very different. It will be a challenge.


Until I find the will to brave it again, my Gentle Viewers,

Jarad.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Alright, a few caveats: this has nothing to do with anything you've blogged thus far. Also, I have just gotten off of a long night of work, and completely drunk off of Yellow Tail Shiraz at the moment, and I've just watched the last episode of "Dawson's Creek" which reminds me of someone I used to know.

Now, the bulk: I envy you. Sure, I pride myself on having grown up in a rough place, having come so far, farther than most ever thought I'd get. One thing I cannot do is emotions. Good, bad, best, worst. I cannot do it. You, through whatever training life has given you, can say 'here I am, love it or hate it' and still feel comfortable. I tend to avoid emotions if at all possible, like a messy plate of spaghetti and gravy with a side of watercolors for pre-kindergarteners.

The point I'm ramblingly arriving at here is that, well, I wish that I had the courage and strength to deal with and survive the emotions that are probably old hat to you, yet remain so fresh for me.

Okay, that's it. Enough drunken emotional revelations for one day